Somehow, he gets used to his environment, copes with the constant killing and learns to survive. Somewhere along the way, he manages to detach himself emotionally enough to carry out his missions. Chuuya isn't afraid to kill, but he has a great respect for life, and he doesn't think a person's rank makes them "wasteful". Of course, being in the mafia isn't that simple. He's made friends, he completes his missions without any problems, and his partner isn't that bad. He still doesn't believe he's human, but he's joined the mafia now, ended up with a partner who makes his poor nerves ache, completes lots of missions and doesn't really have time to think about his humanity anymore. (He probably shouldn't lend too much credence to the last words of someone who's just tried to assassinate him, but when Chuuya receives Rimbaud's hat from Mori, he makes sure he always wears it from then on). And it doesn't end well, given that he escapes an assassination attempt, but the other seems to think that he's more than just Arahabaki, and that he might actually be more human than he thinks. This is what he tells Rimbaud when he meets the latter. (He ignores the voice in his head that whispers he should have known better anyway, because he's not human enough to make them stay, but he's still too human not to get attached to them.) ![]() ![]() (And it's strange because he's literally been stabbed, but the feeling of betrayal is somehow worse.) Nor is he human in the betrayal of said family, even if the pain of the dagger nestled in his belly seems very human. But the Sheep taught him about life when he knew nothing, welcomed him into their midst and were his first family, so he could never really refuse them calling him that.) He's not human when he joins the Sheep and they make him their "King of Sheep." He's not human when he escapes from a government lab at age 8 with no memory. (Has he ever been anyone before? He was destined for this, after all.) (Although, of course, he can't remember who he was before he and Arahabaki merged). There is no Chuuya without Arahabaki, there is no Arahabaki without Chuuya. It's a strange feeling, but the god is so deeply ingrained in him that he doesn't think he could be anyone without it. He is Arahabaki after all, or at least his vessel, and when the god entered him, he probably merged with it. It's no secret: he's always been aware that there's a god of destruction lurking just beneath his skin. (See the end of the work for more notes.)Īt 15, Chuuya Nakahara already knows he's not human. If you’re still here, I just wish you a good read, hoping it’s not boring to read, I don’t know Also remember you matter you're important. TW : this fic contains suicide mentions and suicide attempt, some violence and abuse, mention of grieving, slight mention of automutilation, so if you're triggered by those take care of yourself and don't read. I want to clarify a few things: Chuuya’s past may be slightly incorrect due to my bad memory I have very little taken into account the events currently taking place in the manga and the last seasons Moreover, this is an interpretation of the characters that will seem to you if you have other visions maybe OOC, but please be respectful of my work and avoid insulting me in comment:) Also, English is not my mother tongue, so forgive my mistakes. It inspired me, and after months and months.and here I am. Months later, I came across a edit with "the great war" by Taylor swift, which was comparing Port mafia with "the great war" of the song, saying that Chuuya had not really escaped it. Months and months ago, perhaps more than a year, I started this draft fic. Part 1 of there's no morning glory it was war it wasn't fair, but we will never go back to that Stats: Published: Words: 9,205 Chapters: 1/1 Comments: 11 Kudos: 87 Bookmarks: 14 Hits: 843 Nakahara Chuuya Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs).Caring Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs). ![]() Nakahara Chuuya Uses Corruption (Bungou Stray Dogs).Minor Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs). ![]() Soukoku | Double Black (Bungou Stray Dogs).Mentioned Arahabaki (Bungou Stray Dogs).Armed Detective Agency (Bungou Stray Dogs).Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs).Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs).Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings.
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